Friday, December 18, 2009 / 11:02 PM

life's so fragile,
and unfair.
cant help crying.
because the one that showered me with all her love is now sick.
she's weak. she's scared.
but she put's on a brave front to comfort us.

never never would i have thought such illness would befall her.
my god, why her?! out of this overcrowded hell, you chose her.
she did nothing sinful.

i dont want that. i hate it.
can you take it away from her. forever?
this is not the first time you've challenged her.

i want to tell her how worried i am.
i want her to know i would always support her.
but i'm shivering. i'm scared.
i dont want to see her cry.
like always, i would hide and do it quietly.
words would only remind her that she's now sick.
they are not encouragement , but reminders.

gugu darling, i love you.



effing, i'm crying again.

Friday, December 18, 2009/ 11:02 PM

life's so fragile,
and unfair.
cant help crying.
because the one that showered me with all her love is now sick.
she's weak. she's scared.
but she put's on a brave front to comfort us.

never never would i have thought such illness would befall her.
my god, why her?! out of this overcrowded hell, you chose her.
she did nothing sinful.

i dont want that. i hate it.
can you take it away from her. forever?
this is not the first time you've challenged her.

i want to tell her how worried i am.
i want her to know i would always support her.
but i'm shivering. i'm scared.
i dont want to see her cry.
like always, i would hide and do it quietly.
words would only remind her that she's now sick.
they are not encouragement , but reminders.

gugu darling, i love you.



effing, i'm crying again.