Tuesday, May 19, 2009 / 1:47 AM

YUHOO~!

currently revising for physics. 8 more chapters to go!
lke omg!

was busy with MYE
so didnt had much time to sit down and ponder what have been going on.
i guess its mostly getting regretful over every actions

i'm now regretting
to sit down and blog instead of revising for my papers tomorrow
ever since i failed my physics during the common test
i've lost my confidence in this favourite subject even if i only failed by 4 marks.
sad.
lost another distinction.

today, sat for additional mathematics paper 1
a failure of course.

yeah
no matter how hard i try, work my best.
the returns are still the same.
it applies that is happening in my life.
school , friends, family, even myself.
none worked out.

i didnt even tried to understand some people and i condemned them as what i see.
like i just hated that somebody.
maybe because of his similarities with her.
then its not my fault?
blame her! : DD
shit.

i've been missing alot of opportunities too.
like some Friday recently.
i was at th bus stop waiting for kor.
before he arrived.,
i saw an old lady alone, alighting the bus.
she was having difficulties.
i wanted to walk forward and help.
but i didnt
i merely sat there
looking at her slow movements.
she slowly step onto the platform with the help of the door frame and her walking stick,
she walked along th alley.
it was raining quite heavily.
she didnt have an umbrella either.

i feel so bad
just gazing at her walking with those strength less legs in the rain.
i could only stare at her as she disappears in sight.

i dont wanna hesitate when helping someone.
i would help if anyone needed.
i will.
it was such a bad feeling.
anyway, changed my blog song
introducing 谢和弦 RChord
yeah he's not a newbie.
but this is his first solo album.
he is a vocalist in sealevel.
he has also participated in several dramas like KOone, Hana Kimi,X Family

he's cute alright!
:DD

not sure if he's album is here in sg yet.
but i'm gonna get one when its here.
really nice.
依赖 & 过来人 really nice.
has alot of meaning.

依赖-the song that accompanies me every night.
don't look back.
i'm afraid i wouldnt have the courage to give in.
stop it.
please.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009/ 1:47 AM

YUHOO~!

currently revising for physics. 8 more chapters to go!
lke omg!

was busy with MYE
so didnt had much time to sit down and ponder what have been going on.
i guess its mostly getting regretful over every actions

i'm now regretting
to sit down and blog instead of revising for my papers tomorrow
ever since i failed my physics during the common test
i've lost my confidence in this favourite subject even if i only failed by 4 marks.
sad.
lost another distinction.

today, sat for additional mathematics paper 1
a failure of course.

yeah
no matter how hard i try, work my best.
the returns are still the same.
it applies that is happening in my life.
school , friends, family, even myself.
none worked out.

i didnt even tried to understand some people and i condemned them as what i see.
like i just hated that somebody.
maybe because of his similarities with her.
then its not my fault?
blame her! : DD
shit.

i've been missing alot of opportunities too.
like some Friday recently.
i was at th bus stop waiting for kor.
before he arrived.,
i saw an old lady alone, alighting the bus.
she was having difficulties.
i wanted to walk forward and help.
but i didnt
i merely sat there
looking at her slow movements.
she slowly step onto the platform with the help of the door frame and her walking stick,
she walked along th alley.
it was raining quite heavily.
she didnt have an umbrella either.

i feel so bad
just gazing at her walking with those strength less legs in the rain.
i could only stare at her as she disappears in sight.

i dont wanna hesitate when helping someone.
i would help if anyone needed.
i will.
it was such a bad feeling.
anyway, changed my blog song
introducing 谢和弦 RChord
yeah he's not a newbie.
but this is his first solo album.
he is a vocalist in sealevel.
he has also participated in several dramas like KOone, Hana Kimi,X Family

he's cute alright!
:DD

not sure if he's album is here in sg yet.
but i'm gonna get one when its here.
really nice.
依赖 & 过来人 really nice.
has alot of meaning.

依赖-the song that accompanies me every night.
don't look back.
i'm afraid i wouldnt have the courage to give in.
stop it.
please.