Wednesday, April 15, 2009 / 6:44 PM

super flared up.
things are all out of place.

EVERYTHING!
school.home.friends.studies.
FUCK YA!

stupid.
it makes me feel uneasy at school.
and my parents only know how to nag.

and that redipod.
come on.
it has been placed there for atleast 3 months.
nobody said they wanted it.
why cant i use it?

everytime i want something.i dont get it!
i don't want it . and it keeps coming.
GROSS!

who should i blame.
that old man up there?
or whats down there.
shit.

amaths.
no matter how hard i try.
i just WOULDN'T GET IT!
who say i didnt try hard enough.

i did.
i even bought assesment books to do.
in the end.
fuck.
just blame that brain of mine right?!

sucks.

and yeah.
give me faces.
come on!
i didnt say a thing doesnt mean i dont mind alright!
i know what's coming next and is totally pointless.
so whats the point mourning over it/.
shit.

AND!
i always hated ppl that think of only themselves.
you are a human being and i'm not isit?
do i not look like a human standing right infront of you?

ohh i get it.
flawsss.

that's why i dont look like one.

no matter how hard i try.
no matter how hard i work.
i just cant get it.

cause i'm not her.
i'm cien.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009/ 6:44 PM

super flared up.
things are all out of place.

EVERYTHING!
school.home.friends.studies.
FUCK YA!

stupid.
it makes me feel uneasy at school.
and my parents only know how to nag.

and that redipod.
come on.
it has been placed there for atleast 3 months.
nobody said they wanted it.
why cant i use it?

everytime i want something.i dont get it!
i don't want it . and it keeps coming.
GROSS!

who should i blame.
that old man up there?
or whats down there.
shit.

amaths.
no matter how hard i try.
i just WOULDN'T GET IT!
who say i didnt try hard enough.

i did.
i even bought assesment books to do.
in the end.
fuck.
just blame that brain of mine right?!

sucks.

and yeah.
give me faces.
come on!
i didnt say a thing doesnt mean i dont mind alright!
i know what's coming next and is totally pointless.
so whats the point mourning over it/.
shit.

AND!
i always hated ppl that think of only themselves.
you are a human being and i'm not isit?
do i not look like a human standing right infront of you?

ohh i get it.
flawsss.

that's why i dont look like one.

no matter how hard i try.
no matter how hard i work.
i just cant get it.

cause i'm not her.
i'm cien.