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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 / 4:43 PM
uh. yes. nicole is super tired. very. cause. i havent slept well for the past 2 days. really. ROARS! i think i'm crazy. and i must be. like wow! yeah. crazy le. very. its a misconception lah. haiyoo. and yeah didnt really sleep ytd was napping. and yeah met up with hisASS to go and have breakfast yes. mac's big breakfast loh. and we thought we were late for school. but we were right on time. miss loke was in class by the time i was in. kept dosing off through out the day. then the migrane thing came back. shit. its getting frequent these days. and yeah. main point. sticky notes. after watching that show. i reflected alot upon it. yes especially on treating others. like sticky notes. after u have finish using. or when its no longer significance. u can just tear it off without living a trace. not at all. clean.(and thats how Art Fry helped 3m earn that much) no pain at all. when u need it. it is easily reachable. when u dont u wouldnt feel awkward without it. okay. and i was stupid to said it out just like that to him. its like. i wont deny i was drunk then. ROARS! we should always be in others shoe. (although it may smell-haha!) really. and and. making use of somebody for the benefit of oneself. terrible. VERY! now u reflect. have you ever ever make use of someone weakness for the benefit of yourself? ask yourself. i'm not talking about a win win thing. but one at advantage and the other ofcourse disadvantaged. well. i did. and i was guilty and remorseful about it. so i tried treating her better. maybe she cant feels it. but i know i'm trying. also. its pointless letting the whole world know what running in your mind. really. i learnt to know that it would only dragg things on. and making it even complicated. so might as well i keep my mouth shut hurting abit is nothing when u can save so many things (from changing) seriously. i do miss them still. i may verbally grunt thee and thaa. but actually. i didnt really felt so. saying things that i never meant. another tiniest thing in the world that can morph into the biggest misunderstandings. ♥ ♥ ♥ yiping. i know u always wanted to be my ear. but i'm a demanding person very. there's just too much that i have to say. alot. keeping in there. and i know i told you to give me time to regain my trust on people. especially towards friends. i failed. really. there was one time that i wanted to talk things out to you. but u werent there. hmmmm. maybe that just shows the timing was wrong. or maybe its a hint that i shouldnt say (cause i thought it might hurt you). and that was the reason the hindered me from speaking up. i rather be a listener than a speaker. instead of being my ear why not be my mouth? speak up for me instead of listening to me grunt. most of all, I ♥ U. and yeah. people my think i'm crapping but it was what i wanted to say. nothing fabricated. nothing not at all. at least i was truthful to myself. and now there's even something that stops me from speaking out here.
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