Friday, February 27, 2009 / 8:51 PM

haven't been getting the chance to blog.
yes.
cause of the "cold war" at home.
well/
getting used to the atmosphere back home.
it's been quite a few weeks.

anyway .
school was rather stressful this day.
perhaps due to the approaching common test.
its next week.
had remedial for almost everyday.
even had to miss detention classes so i won't lose out any part of the lessons.

whatever it is./

had remedial ytd.
of course.
add maths.
yeah.
been thinking of drop-ing.
but.
i just don't like the feeling of losing to a stranger.
i haven't put in efforts to understand, have i?
that's why i've been failing.

i failed because i failed to understand
i failed because i failed to clarify when in doubts
i failed because i thought i would fail
i failed because i wanted to give up

after all.
i'm just afraid to face the stress and the challenges ahead.
that's why the idea stroked me.

Linda's right.
its just one more grade.
Kor's right.
since i have struggled for at least a year. what's another?
Hisa's right.
it haven't hindered my progress in other subjects.
why bother to make a change?
so .
yes. i haven't drop.
giving it one last try.
so common test shall determine it.
and
since she can do it. why cant i?

yes, the remedial.
we were grouped.
but i was feeling rather stress in there.
no.
very stress.
there's just TOO MUCH i don't knows.
and he's just too smart.
i feel stupid.


ohh. what were you thinkin'?
wasn't that super obvious?
he don't want links with you.
not at all.
cause its a disgrace?
obviously.
he haven't change a single bit.
nope.
still the one that denies your concern.
like all the time.
i guess thats the reason.
ohh coleey, it has been tiring for you i guess?
don't ask anything bout what u saw.
your concern is appreciated.DD

Friday, February 27, 2009/ 8:51 PM

haven't been getting the chance to blog.
yes.
cause of the "cold war" at home.
well/
getting used to the atmosphere back home.
it's been quite a few weeks.

anyway .
school was rather stressful this day.
perhaps due to the approaching common test.
its next week.
had remedial for almost everyday.
even had to miss detention classes so i won't lose out any part of the lessons.

whatever it is./

had remedial ytd.
of course.
add maths.
yeah.
been thinking of drop-ing.
but.
i just don't like the feeling of losing to a stranger.
i haven't put in efforts to understand, have i?
that's why i've been failing.

i failed because i failed to understand
i failed because i failed to clarify when in doubts
i failed because i thought i would fail
i failed because i wanted to give up

after all.
i'm just afraid to face the stress and the challenges ahead.
that's why the idea stroked me.

Linda's right.
its just one more grade.
Kor's right.
since i have struggled for at least a year. what's another?
Hisa's right.
it haven't hindered my progress in other subjects.
why bother to make a change?
so .
yes. i haven't drop.
giving it one last try.
so common test shall determine it.
and
since she can do it. why cant i?

yes, the remedial.
we were grouped.
but i was feeling rather stress in there.
no.
very stress.
there's just TOO MUCH i don't knows.
and he's just too smart.
i feel stupid.


ohh. what were you thinkin'?
wasn't that super obvious?
he don't want links with you.
not at all.
cause its a disgrace?
obviously.
he haven't change a single bit.
nope.
still the one that denies your concern.
like all the time.
i guess thats the reason.
ohh coleey, it has been tiring for you i guess?
don't ask anything bout what u saw.
your concern is appreciated.DD