Wednesday, August 20, 2008 / 8:04 PM

friend
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle ;a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause they trust each other.

perhaps i'm the one who is so thick skin to be so persistent.
i'm the one who keep harbouring hopes.
i'm the one who disappoint them myself.
yes, i caused it.
是我害你们的。
我不够好，我不配。

i should have learn my mistakes 4 years ago.
going through everything again is really a torture.

i don't know what happened behind me.
and i never want to know.
but, can u just let me carry on with my life?
dont make things so complicated can.
over. and fullstops.
why would u want to continue.
just let me go.
i want to study.
dont make going to school so unanticipated for me.

i will try to avoid every possibility to run into u .

hate me. at least u would remember i was there.
though i know after that i won't be able to feel a thing. but at least i know i'm remebered.
maybe i can feel a thing. the feeling of hatred. i shouldnt. i couldnt feel a thing remember?

Wednesday, August 20, 2008/ 8:04 PM

friend
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle ;a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause they trust each other.

perhaps i'm the one who is so thick skin to be so persistent.
i'm the one who keep harbouring hopes.
i'm the one who disappoint them myself.
yes, i caused it.
是我害你们的。
我不够好，我不配。

i should have learn my mistakes 4 years ago.
going through everything again is really a torture.

i don't know what happened behind me.
and i never want to know.
but, can u just let me carry on with my life?
dont make things so complicated can.
over. and fullstops.
why would u want to continue.
just let me go.
i want to study.
dont make going to school so unanticipated for me.

i will try to avoid every possibility to run into u .

hate me. at least u would remember i was there.
though i know after that i won't be able to feel a thing. but at least i know i'm remebered.
maybe i can feel a thing. the feeling of hatred. i shouldnt. i couldnt feel a thing remember?